Tears

A couple of nights ago was so unexpected.  After I was being numb, tough, and mad at the world… I cried my heart out.   It was just a tear that leaded to another.  The grief I had these days was non-stop, causing my heart to be like a hard rock.
However, I felt a little bit relieved.  It’s really good to pour out your emotions once in a while.  It was an all-out discharge of my piling anguish.  At least, I’m feeling a little bit better than before.  Crying helps a lot.
But the next day, my eyes are swollen.  I thought its not gonna be obvious because I had natural eye bags (since birth?).  But my friend really noticed it.  She asked me if I cried last night.  She can really detect if you were crying the other night because that’s what she always do… been crying for love stuffs!

So what caused me to cry?
It’s really a very personal matter.  But you will all know about it… soon.

I’m writing a letter about what I’ve gone through these past few days.  I never planned to do it.  I started writing the letter during my international exam.  I had nothing to do on the extra time left because I wasn’t able to do my best in answering the questions.  So I just kept scribbling on the scratch paper, practicing my signature, autograph… And then I thought of writing a sort of a diary.  And when the exam ended, I continued at home and there… it happened.

The letter I wrote tells it all… expresses what I feel.   It also reveals some pieces of me.  It’s kind of autobiographical.  So just wait for it to be posted here.

x o x o,
f L o f L o

Summer Xoxo

Happy summer everyone!
I’m not 100% done with my summer layout yet…

I wanna thank my friend Marie @ www.brainsprout.blogspot.com for making the graphics and stuffs! Great job fwen

So for now, I’m gonna end up here.  Stay tuned because I will edit this update to formally launch my summer layout.  Just like what I did during valentines!
I’m gonna explain why I put this kind of theme and I’m also gonna give tribute to my friend, Marie

x o x o,
f L o f L o

Anticipating April

Time flies so fast! I can feel the heat of summer already. Damn its so hot!
And April is here…vacation time!  But I still have my International Exams coming so I’m busy here preparing for it.  But I can’t believe that I still had time to hang out with my friends.  I even slept in their homes!  So guys please pray for me that I will be able to pass my exams.  Not only that, I need to get an ‘A’ or ‘B’ so I can still be a scholar.  So next week, the Holy Week, I promise not to go out.  I will quarantine myself like I usually do wehehe. Study, study, study.  I will miss you fellas!

I just recalled my April last year… I was supposed to see my high school friends because thats the usual time we can spend together because its vacation.  But now, since I don’t have a cellphone for like 10 months already, there is really a communication gap .  Sad.

And here’s one friend I really miss! Candia!
Gooshness!  She’s wearing my sexy little polo! wehehe  I love it so much because the style is so vibrant! Red and black are my favorite colors.  Its so obvious as the colors are visible here in my layout design   And that polo had a sentimental value but Candia was like snatching it from me! wehehehe
So here are the pics taken last year! I wouldn’t forget this moment because we had our first ever pictorial using Princess’ (another high school friend) brand new digital camera.  We were the first posers!  We were like baptizing the cam! wehehehe

And after almost a year… Candia and I made a trend?!

Those are Ashlee Simpson (looking like Cameron Diaz) and Christina Aguilera sporting the Black and Red polo this summer? Ashlee is being geeky and Christina is being classy by making the top a dress.
Upon seeing those celeb pics, I just want my polo back!  But Candia is like owning it already

It’s quite interesting that both ladies wore the same outfit so I really search for some info.  And tadaa…
Here’s what I found:

It’s from Gucci! I really browsed the site and searched the outfit!
Here’s the details:

WOMEN’S SPRING SUMMER
black and cyclamen fine cashmere striped polo neck short sleeve top
159673 X9392 1085

Available @ www.Gucci.com for $750

Ashlee Simpson and Christina Aguilera are covergirls for this month!

( Reminds me of Gwen Stefani from her What You Waitin’ For video )

( Paris Hilton? )
Watch the behind the scenes at the photoshoot by clicking here!
Ashlee looked cute and goofy during the shoot!

‘Til here!  Wish to see y’all soon!  Again, I’m asking for your prayers for my upcoming International Exams.  Thank you

x o x o ,
f L o f L o